things that are on my mind now
Monday, September 7, 2009
Well, at least they were on my mind when I wanted to blog them a few days ago...
1) The holidays are here. And this week would definitely be a great time to start mugging and completing all my notes, rushing assessments and be all ready for EOYs. But I think I need a break. A break from this entire term. I think I won't (and can't) be doing so much revision in this holidays and especially so when I turn on the net and find myself on youtube and blogs and stuff.
2) This is probably the most screwed year in my academic life. Well, kinda. Firstly, I don't understand physics almost entirely and I definitely need to by next week (Speed Quiz!). Secondly, I don't think my Chinese score will look well in my report book. Almost definitely, it will be a C. But, everything else is going fine, for now. Maths has been relatively easy (there's no algebra in 2B)!
3) I will be like going back to school for the entire of this week, every single day. Today I went back for D&T and I'll have to go back tomorrow too. I'm not even sure if our model would work or anything and I need my D&T marks to redeem my other subjects okay. Wednesday would be a very fine day to go back to school. Maths remedial in the morning and I'm not complaining 'cos I think I really need it. And in the afternoon, there'll be choir which I have missed for like 1 entire week due to debate (which I think we've kinda done rather okay in the competition, but that's beside the point) and I am like so needing to get back to choir to satisfy my need to be in choir like almost always. Although CCAs stop after this school holidays. But I guess I'd need the time too to get back to studies and then I'll be enjoying CCA time and some super great time after EOYs. Thursday, going for the ACS(I) meet thing? And Friday I'll probably finish the final segments of D&T/IT and then there's choir after that! Yay!
4) Somehow I don't know how I should say this. I just can't put certain things into words and make them sound convincing. I can no longer just rely on passion to stay happy any more and I need to start to rely on people. I have managed to, for 2 months, settle myself down. And that I think I might be slipping back again. (I think I'll go nuts if this continues.) And yeah, it's like I have found direction in life and yet lost my direction in life and so many things I wish they would give me the answer. You probably won't understand this... but yeah.
5) I think I'm going broke. And I realised I'm eating too much chocolate! And then I realised (today) that people have a large appetite!
6) And I need to start doing some things I have long wanted to do. And according to the Parkinson's Law, work expands so as to fill the time available for its completion. And logically, if the time for completion is infinity... work will expand to fill infinity. And thus nothing is done. Which means I have to set deadlines. And really soon. It would be really helpful to get some things done right now.
7) Nothing else right now, I guess. Shall be off... procrastinating.
1) The holidays are here. And this week would definitely be a great time to start mugging and completing all my notes, rushing assessments and be all ready for EOYs. But I think I need a break. A break from this entire term. I think I won't (and can't) be doing so much revision in this holidays and especially so when I turn on the net and find myself on youtube and blogs and stuff.
2) This is probably the most screwed year in my academic life. Well, kinda. Firstly, I don't understand physics almost entirely and I definitely need to by next week (Speed Quiz!). Secondly, I don't think my Chinese score will look well in my report book. Almost definitely, it will be a C. But, everything else is going fine, for now. Maths has been relatively easy (there's no algebra in 2B)!
3) I will be like going back to school for the entire of this week, every single day. Today I went back for D&T and I'll have to go back tomorrow too. I'm not even sure if our model would work or anything and I need my D&T marks to redeem my other subjects okay. Wednesday would be a very fine day to go back to school. Maths remedial in the morning and I'm not complaining 'cos I think I really need it. And in the afternoon, there'll be choir which I have missed for like 1 entire week due to debate (which I think we've kinda done rather okay in the competition, but that's beside the point) and I am like so needing to get back to choir to satisfy my need to be in choir like almost always. Although CCAs stop after this school holidays. But I guess I'd need the time too to get back to studies and then I'll be enjoying CCA time and some super great time after EOYs. Thursday, going for the ACS(I) meet thing? And Friday I'll probably finish the final segments of D&T/IT and then there's choir after that! Yay!
4) Somehow I don't know how I should say this. I just can't put certain things into words and make them sound convincing. I can no longer just rely on passion to stay happy any more and I need to start to rely on people. I have managed to, for 2 months, settle myself down. And that I think I might be slipping back again. (I think I'll go nuts if this continues.) And yeah, it's like I have found direction in life and yet lost my direction in life and so many things I wish they would give me the answer. You probably won't understand this... but yeah.
5) I think I'm going broke. And I realised I'm eating too much chocolate! And then I realised (today) that people have a large appetite!
6) And I need to start doing some things I have long wanted to do. And according to the Parkinson's Law, work expands so as to fill the time available for its completion. And logically, if the time for completion is infinity... work will expand to fill infinity. And thus nothing is done. Which means I have to set deadlines. And really soon. It would be really helpful to get some things done right now.
7) Nothing else right now, I guess. Shall be off... procrastinating.